one day ..on a lunch breake ..there was a great quarrel between rajesh and a another group..rajesh kicked a person in to class room. That perse fell upon me and my lunch box dropped frm my hand and all food items soiled..
I am shocked..cried a lot..for food..at that pandemonium..Rajesh noticed my crying.after one hour..he came to class and called me. I am scared..why he is calling me? I asked..he shouted..and ordered 'follow me'..i followed him..he entred in to a teashop and called me..i refused. He pulled me in to that shop and bought me 2 bajjis and a tea.he compelled me to ate it.and said sry for that incident.
I wondered ..i never expect such a behavour frm that person..he told me that dont afraid him and be cool.my tension relieved and i laughed at him..the he had a smile..a killing smile..with his white.handsome teeth...
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A kerala gay: How I realised myself as a gay..
A kerala gay: How I realised myself as a gay..: "I born in a ordinary village in south kerala..i am not the youngest son in my family..my parents and brothers never show much more affection..."
How I realised myself as a gay..
I born in a ordinary village in south kerala..i am not the youngest son in my family..my parents and brothers never show much more affection to me..
Some gays r saying somany reason for their girlishness and gayness..
They r saying ..1)my mom dressed me like a child 2) my parents taught me dance thats why i got these girlishness..3) my relatives abused me in childhood or someone compelled me to do sex..i became a gay..(???)
If u r saying like that..u r not a gay..gayness is natural..no one can convert u as a gay..its a quality that given by god frm birth itself.. If any gays feel its against nature..its not your sexuality..please goback.. Homosexuality is not a sin..no one compelling you to do it..
Heterosexuals ..pls excuse... Repect all sexualities..you are wasting time by speaking and opposing against homosexuality..
Becoz ..its natural..if any one saying that he is accidently get into it..then he should be treated..he is not gay..he is bisexual...real gays never say like that..
I am not saying such excuses for being a gay..i think.. That excuses are utter foolishness.,not applicable in my case.. Frm 5th standard onwards ..i like my handsome male friends...i like their smell..and i feel some special emotions when they r touching me..
My first sexual experienced at 8th standard..when i joined to highschool in our village..its a school with school with somany uncultured..aged student..most of the student are not study well..there 23 aged men in 8th standard..so u can guess the situation..
Daily somany problems created by them..but for me ..its not a problems ..becoz most of that matured students are handsome.. I watched their activities with a little fear and great worship
The most prominent leaders of that crazy gang was two persons ..Rajesh and Biju.. Both are very handsome and well built.. All girls are their fans..but they r not at all interested in silly love affairs..only looking for sexual activities with somany girls..some naughty girls r there..and they give their soft body for their fair play..openly..on the lunch breake..they went to rubber estates and enjoyed a lot and come back..its not secret at that time..
But small boys like me and my all friends always harazed by them..slight ragging was there..i have a luck..my uncle's son babu was belongs to that gang..he hadn't any friendship to me..but becoz of his slight support..that gang stopped their naughtyness to me and my close friends..
But biju and rajesh was became my dream men..while they r playing in school ground..i have some some tic tac below my abdomen..some heat..i don't know ..what i want..but my aim was to make a deep friends ship with them...
But how..? I don't know.... But god give me that chance...!!
Some gays r saying somany reason for their girlishness and gayness..
They r saying ..1)my mom dressed me like a child 2) my parents taught me dance thats why i got these girlishness..3) my relatives abused me in childhood or someone compelled me to do sex..i became a gay..(???)
If u r saying like that..u r not a gay..gayness is natural..no one can convert u as a gay..its a quality that given by god frm birth itself.. If any gays feel its against nature..its not your sexuality..please goback.. Homosexuality is not a sin..no one compelling you to do it..
Heterosexuals ..pls excuse... Repect all sexualities..you are wasting time by speaking and opposing against homosexuality..
Becoz ..its natural..if any one saying that he is accidently get into it..then he should be treated..he is not gay..he is bisexual...real gays never say like that..
I am not saying such excuses for being a gay..i think.. That excuses are utter foolishness.,not applicable in my case.. Frm 5th standard onwards ..i like my handsome male friends...i like their smell..and i feel some special emotions when they r touching me..
My first sexual experienced at 8th standard..when i joined to highschool in our village..its a school with school with somany uncultured..aged student..most of the student are not study well..there 23 aged men in 8th standard..so u can guess the situation..
Daily somany problems created by them..but for me ..its not a problems ..becoz most of that matured students are handsome.. I watched their activities with a little fear and great worship
The most prominent leaders of that crazy gang was two persons ..Rajesh and Biju.. Both are very handsome and well built.. All girls are their fans..but they r not at all interested in silly love affairs..only looking for sexual activities with somany girls..some naughty girls r there..and they give their soft body for their fair play..openly..on the lunch breake..they went to rubber estates and enjoyed a lot and come back..its not secret at that time..
But small boys like me and my all friends always harazed by them..slight ragging was there..i have a luck..my uncle's son babu was belongs to that gang..he hadn't any friendship to me..but becoz of his slight support..that gang stopped their naughtyness to me and my close friends..
But biju and rajesh was became my dream men..while they r playing in school ground..i have some some tic tac below my abdomen..some heat..i don't know ..what i want..but my aim was to make a deep friends ship with them...
But how..? I don't know.... But god give me that chance...!!
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